I feel so very loved tonight. Get fucking attacked on tumblr, girlfriend is mad at me for…some reason, get reminded how much I fucked up with my daughter, best friend is depressed and I can’t do anything about it, Jeff’s fucking ex is back and already has Gav and I about ready to kill her. Oh, and Jeff hasn’t paid pretty much any bills since we moved in. Gas already got shut off so we’ve got no heat, the phone, internet and cable went today and his truck got repo’d. Luckily I’ve been able to steal a connection from a neighbor for a couple days, so hopefully it holds out.
And, a great thing I realized earlier today is, now any of the applications I’ve put in over the last couple weeks are useless since the house phone is turned off.
Fucking lovely.
To top it all off, it’s also 9 days till I signed the adoption papers for Emma, so it’s not like February was a great month anyway. Oh, and my birthday is coming up, another year closer to death.
I honestly think the worst part, besides being attacked about my daughter, was the fact that I simply got a “Night.” from her when I said I was going to bed. No love you, nothing.
Anyway, fuck it, I’m gonna sleep and hope tomorrow is a bit better.
Never Sleep Alone Zombie Bedset by Melissa Christie
I want this!
YES PLEASE
…… D:
I need this in my life.
(Source: ianbrooks)
Love, we’ve sent 421 texts, and over 74,000 words back and worth on Skype. In the last 9 days. That’s not counting all the conversations on Steam and Pesterchum, or on the phone, or on voice calls in Skype, on top of all the other conversations in the past 8 months.
We talk. A lot. And we still haven’t run out of things to say to each other, and I still find you endlessly fascinating.
I have a feeling that I will never be bored talking to you. Ever.
How come, the day after I have my issues (which are resolved, happily)…
I’m playing therapist to a suicidal friend, a panic stricken stranger, a depressed relative and two friend’s who’s relationship is going to shit?
I mean…I don’t mind, but the emotional whiplash is killing me.
Sierra, this is what goes through my head each time you say your back hurts or you don’t feel good.
(Source: lovequotesrus, via thatonezombiechick)
Seriously, the more I learn about her, the more perfect she get’s.
ibelievepracticemakesperfect replied to your post:
Nooooo Not At All!! haha.
She is literally perfect. Like, there’s nothing wrong about her. She’s even the perfect height. Just tall enough to fit right under my chin.
Have I mentioned that I love this girl?
Cause I really really do.
-we need to talk soon about some stuff involving us, okay?
-I don’t have the energy right now
-but I just really want to get some things off my chest before they eat me up
Oh this should be lovely. Hate when people say “we need to talk soon” and “I just really want to get some things off my chest”. I have a feeling this week is going to be fuuuuuuun. Thank the gods I have Sierra.
